6th Week

6th Week . 

Trying to get my baby check out is harder then i thought around here. I called the woman health clinic here in Manhattan. They cant see me without a referral. So i called TriCare to get one. They gave me a doc in St. Marys. Called there. They had to see me before they can give me one. So i made an appointment. 

Let me tell you i have NEVER been to such a CREEPY doc EVER. 

For one he was REALLY old and if he didn't stare at my boobs they tried to sell us so weird horse vitamins. I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO A DOC THAT TRIED TO SELL ME STUFF. Anyway.... 

They told me they had a lady that Tricare didn't cover going to Manhattan since its to close to Ft. Riley so they would snuggest to go to Topeka. I heard there are better hospitals anyway so we agreed. Monday she called me and let me know she sent the papers to TriCare. So now i m waiting for her to let me know when i FINALLY have my FIRST appointment to get my Baby checked out. 

This is crazy around here. But ohhhhh well not much i can do about it anyway. 

2 Days ago, i puked up blood. And boy, let me tell you I WAS WORRIED. 

With Conor ( My last child ) I puked till i was like 8 month and not ONCE blood came out. So i thought of the worst. Went to go see my local doc. He said he thinks i just ripped something when i puked. He gave me some pills to help with the nausea. They said they are the best and i could eat whatever with them. YEAH.... I CANT.... lol. They help for a bit, but still as soon as i eat i get SO sick. 

Hopefully it will be over in 5 wks. 

I got to say, this pregnancy has already brought me and my husband so much closer together. And i am SOOOOOO emotional. When he just LOOKS at me very sweet i start balling my eyes out. When he hold my hand and says i love you, I CRY. Just thinking about HOW HAPPY we are, how happy he makes me.. I CRY.... This pregnancy is already so much different then my last 2. 

I dont remember ever crying so much or being SO emotional. 

I cant say if there are signs for it being a girl. Deans pregnancy was TOTALLY different then Conors. So i dont really have much to compare to.

Well i ll keep you all updated <3 

Thank you for reading <3