Week 7 - 11

Today I am 10 Weeks & 6 Days. Baby approx 2 inches big by now. 

I still haven't been seen by a doctor. Which makes me really upset, but what can i do right. 

We had an appt Last week, but the doc had a meeting and since they cant write down a number right the couldn't call me, so out next appt is the 11th ( 8 days from now ) 

They better do an ultrasound or i be MAD...

My tummy is getting bigger, i think i am mainly just really bloated .

Finally my morning sickness seems to get better, i can actually eat without being super sick after. 

I still cant eat without taking my pills ( Zofran) but i dont have to take more then a day no more. Whoohoo. 

Besides that i guess i am doing okay.

Just wish i would have more family support then i have now. 

I know they have things going on it their life too but is it to much to ask to call for a sec, or to write a email or a msg on FB? I guess so. 

Constantly i have been trying to get in contact but they are drowned in their problems so they dont care about whats going on around them. 

No: How are you doing.

No: How are the kids?

No: How is the baby doing. 

NOTHING

The only one who really keeps me updated and asks about MY family is my sister. If it wasnt for her i would not know ANYTHING that is doing on with my family in germany.

When asking why he never asks about me or the baby, she said he told her that he does not have to he can read it all on FB. 

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

So i guess, from now on i will not post anything baby related on FB no more huh? 

Will that make him write me? Make him care. 

Whatever, i have done what i could do from here. 

I m tired of fighting for something that might not be worth fighting for. 

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I will let you know how the appt on the 11th went ... 

Thank you for reading